I am not really posting these pictures to show off my mad photography skills, which seemed to be a little lack luster over the weekend. I am posting this particular set of photos, because they symbolize the end of a chapter. That might actually be giving them too much credit. Still, they are from a chapter that officially ended last week and as I’ve been attempting to close some other chapters that are long over due on the closing level…today they symbolize the end of a chapter….hopefully, many chapters.
These photos are from the photo shoot that I did a few weeks ago. Most of my followers know what kind of experience that ended up being. I’m not bitter about it. It ended up being a lesson in things that I had long tried to ignore and a lesson in things that I hadn’t given much thought to. I always try to be the utmost accommodating and continuously giving people the benefit of the doubt. Unfortunately, that is often misplaced and ends up scuffing my boots. Not to mention that some things just should not be that difficult.
These will be the only photos from that shoot that I post. Not that the others were terrible, but that it is a chapter that is closed and I’m better off for it. Some people just do not like realizing that they are not going to be able to play games to get what they want. Terms were set and the end result was her going with another photographer for future endeavors. I’m good with that.
Taking a stand and learning how passionate I was about my photography….it sparked something that inspired me to start working on other chapters of my life that had been open for way, way too long. First loves die-hard and that is all that I will say about that.
So, I forgot where I was going with all that. Train of thought has derailed. It has been a stressful morning already as I should actually be working at my “actually pays the bills job”, but cannot due to system issues and waiting on IT to get back to me. Another chapter of my life that is way past its prime. Anyway, I don’t know what tomorrow brings. I guess we never truly do on the deeper sense of things. I mean we know the set in stone parts of our days. The getting up, going to work, clocking out, coming home, and doing whatever we need to do then. We just do not know what little surprises the day has in store for us. For the most part, I’m good with that.
Still, one thing I need to post on my fridge….closing chapters really is a good thing sometimes. It is also highly, highly recommended on occasion. We cannot start a new chapter if we haven’t finished the last. I am pretty sure that everyone knows that, but sometimes I’m a little slower than the rest. I like things on my terms and I’m as stubborn as an old bull sitting out in pasture when it comes to change sometimes. I come to graze when I want to.
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